I’ve been busy (in terms of the amount of time I’ve spent, not the amount of output) with my final project and dissertation for a few months now. When I’m focused on something, I may forget to deal with other chores, but it also gives me time to reflect on what I’ve done in the past.
I’ve been told by someone that I am not truly happy. In a sense, I am. I am a pretender, pretending that I’m doing well. But you know, maybe what you desire for is beautiful and attractive only when you couldn’t get it. It’s nice because of your imagination and desire. However, we have our roles and responsibilities. So, will you feel that you have achieved true happiness when you have achieved what you believe to be true happiness? After all, everything comes with a price.
Anyway, I can smell the summer now. Gotta get my feet wet and get ready for this summer.